Moving forward again...

For the past several weeks I have been aware of how my grief process is never ending. How new or potential loss ignites my grief journey, moves be back in time, forces me to examine my grieving again, and again. I became depressed, unable to connect with my physical, emotional self - in that place of grieving where I am paralyzed. I can't move emotionally and become stuck in the uncomfortably numb space I dwelled in during Glen's illness when we did not know what lie ahead. Uncertainty - anticipating but not knowing what to expect. News from Mike's doctor that his thyroid cancer is back but confined to three lymph glands. Surgery to remove the cancer is possible; this released me to move again. Loss or potential loss will alway stay with me; but for now I move on in my journey.

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